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Exam week...

Publicerad 2009-09-29 18:43:58 i Allmänt,

Exam - Friday. Two days left.. panic? Yes! But do i care enough to study more effective or just study more? Nope.. I don't know why but i have to feel really pressured to study hard. That's why i end up in panic the day before the exam.. but hey, there's two days left until i panic for real.. ahhhh!!
When you have been at uni for a little too long you start to act strange. I can totally see myself going trough all the typical steps of a perfect study-day. First you are totally focused and you concentrate on getting your studies done in the most efficient way. After a while you realize that what you are doing is kind of boring.. you start to lose your focus. Then it's time for lunch (12.00), YEI! Since you have been quite efficient the first hours you are really hungry.. you eat all your food too fast and you suffer from "food-coma" in a while. After the food you try to make it two more hours until it's time for FIKA!! During the fika you meet up with some friends and you are all at the same stage "having the most wierd sense of humor". During the fika it just gets worse and worse.. it's not even a point to go back to your studies.. but of course you do it anyway. So, the last two hours of your study-day ends in laughter and playing around acting like a 8 year old.

Now i have described my upcoming days until the exam is done on friday, 18.00.

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What am I "sinking" about??

Publicerad 2009-09-23 21:54:04 i Allmänt,

I don't know really.. mostly my mind repeats the same line "what doesn't kill you makes you stronger". I've been thinking a lot about it lately but i have not come up with something smart or something that helps me to clear my mind.
I guess you can say that i'm quite empty nowadays but as i would have said last spring semester; It's a part of life! ..or as me and Ida would say it; Life is a fart and then you die! ;)
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Up up and away

Publicerad 2009-09-18 10:51:45 i Allmänt,

Recovering time is almost over. I can now walk faster than a snail and i don't feel that i'm out of breath every time I walk up or down a stair.

Going away to an island with the buddy group for the weekend. Looking forward! Metting people again.. aahh!! I seriously can't be alone for too long, i start to act wierd and to call EVERYBODY and i'm talking to myself even more than i'm use to (which btw is possible!).

Well, I guess that there's only one thing left to say; So long suckers!!


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Enough!!

Publicerad 2009-09-14 18:12:26 i Allmänt,

Fever.. 40 degrees, third day! It totally breaks your whole body down.
Time to go back to bed..



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I can't, it's impossible!

Publicerad 2009-09-08 11:23:01 i Allmänt,



Ok, I can't help it and I have to admit it.. i really really like this song! I get calm when i listen to it.
I looked it up on google and if I got it right the lyrics is about a guy who tells a girl that she can't talk to him anymore and that she needs to forget about him. He also tells her not to follow him or to pester him. Her answer is "de ginete" - It's impossible! She loves him and will become his shadow because she can't just forget about him from one day to another.
There's something special about this song, something that i so right and I love it!
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Why am I so naive?!

Publicerad 2009-09-07 17:24:27 i Allmänt,

Ok, this is the second time that i just put my purse away to go dancing and it gets stolen. It's not even a surprise Irene.. wake up and realise that people are STUPID. Why do i have to be so naive and think "no, people don't do that, they're honest and nice.. all of them". Wrong wrong wrong.. God tried once again to make me accept the fact the people acutally steal. Now my Visa-card, my drivers license, my phone and my camera is gone! Well done Irene, i'm proud of you... NOT! The most annoying thing is that they can't use my VISA-card, my drivers license or my phone. The only thing that is useful for them is my camera.. Fine, if you want my camera, take it!! But seriously, don't be so stupid and selfish that you steal stuff that you know i'm going to cancel.. What did they expect? That i would let them have it without doing anything about it? NO F*CKING WAY!!!

Oh my God.. they really are stupid and brainless!!
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Believing

Publicerad 2009-09-03 11:03:23 i Allmänt,



"I believe you can't appreciate real love 'til you've been burned
I believe you don't know what you've got until you say goodbye
I believe forgiveness is the key to your own happiness
I believe the grass is no more greener on the other side"



I believe...... he's right!
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Is the grass greener on the other side?

Publicerad 2009-09-02 00:08:30 i Allmänt,

Finally! Tomorrow we will, for the first time, meet the new Erasmus students. We had a meeting today with all the buddies and we find out that we are going to be aruond 6 buddies and 30 Erasmus in each group. Wow, that's really alot since we are 17 groups!

So, now I will have the opportunity to see everything from a different point of view. I got the pleasure to become a buddy instead of an Erasmus. Good or bad..?

The question i'm asking myself is.. "is the grass really greener on the other side?"



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